Waking up one morning, and after watching
Vice Versa (a male-oriented version/rip-off of
Freaky Friday,
by the way), I decided to return a
business-call I had received from 000-000-0000. (I know that sounds dangerous from the start, but "danger" is one of
ou-- my many middle-names lol.)
Turns out the call was from Texas Guaran(tee?/ty?), who was trying to collect a debt SallieMae says I "owe" for my "schooling."
That is very wrong, for several reasons.
Fail to Continue Reading and You Will Be Destroyed
First (and as I must mention first), I cannot ever have touched that money. For me to have touched that money, I would have to have been "independent" (i.e. a just citizen of the US). I am not.
True, my thoughts are 'independent.' But I am not, and cannot be 'independent' as I defined it above.
Why? Because I have been 'marked' as "unjust" ... you know the scales-of-justice? two bowls hanging from a beam that's perfectly balance over a lever? Every US Citizen is 'marked' with a shadow of those scales.
Fail to Continue Reading and You Will Be Destroyed
The shadow that marks
me is a set of scales that are
severely unbalanced: In one bowl lies "the medical community," who--through association--contributed to the dooming of a child to 'being a vegetable forever (or for as long as his parents could
pay for it, the way the medical profession has been disfigured by the greed of man); in the other bowl, the boy himself who decided not to "give up the ghost" and instead to push on through indomitable paralysis and natural hate to become the writer you see before you.
I haven't 'accepted this as the end,' but the US Government (and You, by association) have
marked me as "dead," as "not a possible force of the citizenry."
Thereby, I am
still paralyzed, and will remain so until the US Government sets my scales aright through application of the manifestation-of-worth you call "money."
Fail to Continue Reading and You Will Be Destroyed
If You were "beyond hope of redemption," I could justly render some destruction upon your works (e.g. buildings, statues, wall-hangings, etc.) I don't believe You are beyond redemption, and never will believe that; but I have a feeling that your system won't believe I am showing you mercy unless I really threaten to render the destruction.
That's My "Yellow Wood"
That's the point where the "two roads diverge." It's actually more than two roads—there are the many paths along which
I MUST DESTROY YOU, and there is the one right path along which I remain constructive (whether
YOU DESTROY YOURSELF or not).
In order to display the
amount of my mercy, then,
I must contribute to universally-constructive actions which will destroy you.
Or not. Or whatever. I guess that's just something to think about: how else could I show you that I could justify destroying you, and choose not to—a decision I must make and re-make with every passing instant.
Good thing I'm beyond reason; for I see the reason that motivates you--call it
Quid Pro Quo, call it "tit for tat," call it "crime and punishment," call it "an honest day's work for an honest day's pay"--and (using that reason) I point to MY resurrection, MY GIANT
QUID.
Where's My Quo?That's what I want to ask the SallieMae/Texas-G 'representatives' every time they call me (except they're only 'representing' SallieMae/Texas-G like I here 'represent' one-or-two of the links outside this 'input-block' ... i.e. they're not calling to "make a statement of their organization's better-judgement" or to "argue the organization's case," they're just calling to move my name from the 'A'- to the 'B'-column in order to pick up the paycheck for it).
Besides my existing
outside your system, there's also the fact that
I DIDN'T GET ANYTHING FROM THAT SCHOOL. Oh, all I was looking for was documentation for having completed something there. And I planned to pay for it with a) money from all the job-opportunities thus opened to me and with b) all the money I expected to receive in return for
MY GIANT QUID.
But You Failed, and Thus You Will Be Destroyed
Oh, I won't be the one destroying You; You failed to pay the balance for the amount of work I continue to do, and
thus You destroy Yourself! It's the invisible forces of True Capitalism that will be your undoing, if you do not recognize- and enforce the appropriate balance.
Originally posted on:
The Enlightened Xombee